yellowducky's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 2nd Date with Funny Man How about a lighter entry than the last one? Let me fill you in on my second date with Funny Man. It was set for Friday. Friday rolled around and I began to FREAK OUT. Not just a little. Oh no--major. Pacing back and forth, convincing myself it was a bad idea to go out with him (we were having dessert with his family at the end of the evening). I could feel myself getting to the point that I was going to deliberatly sabatoge the date just so I'd never have to go through that again. I even began crying. I don't cry that often. But I was. I needed to calm down. My roomates weren't home. Everyone was gone on spring break. Who could I call? Who knows me well enough to calm me down and understands me well enough to not think I'm psychopathic for freaking out over nothing? That's right, I called Ungerman. I honestly didn't even think he would answer his phone, but he did. And he calmed me down and he gave me some good advice (about being honest and not needing to be perfect all the time). I went on my date and had a really good time--without freaking out on Funny Man. I even enjoyed his family. So far there's only one little tiny red flag with this guy. OK, one and a half, but I understand that the 1/2 is more my issue than his. The one is something I'm going to explore more on our next date and get back to everyone on. And this time I let him walk me all the way to my door :). Ungerman followed up with me yesterday to see how his advice went, so I was able to give him a positive report. One small step for normal people, one huge leap for me! 4:08 p.m. - March 24, 2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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