yellowducky's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Relationship Dysfunction One of my friends came over and cooked me dinner on Wednesday night. He's worried because I never seem to have time to eat. So sweet of him. It was Mexican/Italian/Jewish! Probably the most ethnically diverse meal I've ever eaten. I'm really blessed in my friends. They take such good care of me. OK, here's what I've decided to do with "Ungerman". Please, feel free to give advice, feedback, etc. I'm going to call him up and tell him that I need some advice and see if I can meet up with him somewhere. Then, I'm going to say something to the effect, "I've really messed things up. I have this friend, my best friend really, who I'm half in love with. We went on a date and I wigged out. Then things got weird; I got weird, and now he's starting to withdraw from me. I don't like it and I miss him in my life. I don't know how to make things right between us. Any suggestions?" It's not like him to just avoid people. Usually he's the most upfront person I know. He's more likely to tell someone to go away and leave him alone than avoid them. I'm the avoider. I don't get it. One of my co-workers tell's me I've been yo-yo-ing him around and he's finally gotten sick of it. I haven't meant to, it's more the fact that for such a smart girl, I'm clueless when it comes to relationships. My sister's favorite story to tell is one from when I was 15. I was at a dance, and the D-J (a few years older than me), put some music on and came to ask me to dance. We were talking and he found out my birthday was in a few days. He said, "If I had your address I would send you a card." I said, "That's really sweet," and dropped it. I really thought that's exactly what he meant. When I got home and told my family the story they all started laughing at me and told me that he was asking for my address. I had taken him way too literally. It never crossed my mind. Unfortunately, I'm still very much the same in that regard. I'm oblivious. 11:31 a.m. - October 11, 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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